I feel like saying “I don’t want to talk about it” takes more energy and time than just explaining in the first place cause then people just get more curious of why you don’t want to or they get upset and then you end up with one or more person upset or annoyed.
I don’t want to talk about it.
I have changed so much in the past few years. I don’t feel connected to anyone except Scott and a few others anymore. It’s scary and depressing for me.
I thought I’d be fine with my mom and I absolutely dislike her. I can’t stand anything about her. And then I feel distant from my sisters and my father. Oh my father… He’s controlled by her. I absolutely hate it.
All I want to do is curl up next to Scott and cry in bed all day.
Spending some me-time on the yoga mat after a really fun vinyasa flow class this morning <3