I feel like an awful person. Depression and anxiety isn’t something to romanticize. It’s destroying my relationships. I see what’s happening around me, but it’s so hard to listen to everything and do anything.
He keeps saying things to me, and I hear him… I just can’t understand. I’m always in my own little world. I feel helpless and alone and it’s not his fault. It’s not anyone’s fault, only my own.
I zone out and I’m tired all the time. I’m exhausted. I’m sad for no reason. I want to block everything and everyone out, but I shouldn’t want that.
I’m hurting others and that only hurts me further. I want to try. I want to want to do things. I do want to be happy, but for some reason I just fucking can’t.
I can’t deal with all of this. I feel like I have a weight on my chest and my brain can’t function. I’m so stressed and tired.
So fucking tired.
I havent had a lot of panic attacks today and I think its because I’m on medication for my back. I feel groggy and gross. I just want to sleep until this is all over.
“We’re so bad at sex and then we wonder why women aren’t like, really aggressive about sex. We think it’s cause they don’t have as much desire as we do. That’s how stupid men are, that we think ‘they’re just weird, women are like fucked up in the head cause they don’t wanna just fuck all the time. If I was a women, I’d just fuck everybody. Why don’t they wanna fuck all the time? I do’. Of course you do, cause when you fuck, you get to fuck a woman! When she fucks, she has to fuck a guy! Wildly different experiences. For a man, 100% of the time, it’s the greatest thing that ever happened in his entire life. For a woman, about 40% of the time, when she’s being fucked by a guy, she’s thinking ‘I’ll get over this in a week. It’s not the worst thing. I’m not gonna cry this time’
“Another thing that proves how bad men are at sex is that after sex, you’re looking at two very different people. The man just wants to lay there, be cool and the woman wants to cuddle…’Why is she so NEEDY?’ She’s not needy you idiot, she’s horny, because you did nothing for her. YOU DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. HER PUSSY IS ON FIRE BECAUSE IT’S GONE UNFUCKED COMPLETELY. Of course you’re fine, you climbed on and went “KFHGSKG” and rolled off. And she’s on you because she’s like ‘WH-at SOMETHING ELSE HAS TO HAPPEN, THIS IS BULLSHIT!!” If you fuck a woman well, she will LEAVE YOU ALONE. ‘Thanks a lot buddy, zzzzz’”
Oh, Louis CK, advocate for the female orgasm. (via wantonmasochist)
Nothing has ever been more accurate.